I Am Stung'

I am stung
With a bee in my head
It’s paining a hell now
Vision is now blur

Cannot see what’s ahead
Difficult to control and adjust
Dimensions not defined
Need a GPS now to find

Broken, spoken and undefined
Even the path is not determined
Fail to adjust the complexities
Discussion is now confined

Touch, smell and breathe
Every sense is now at freeze
Feelings though still the same
Still have a heart which beats..
Still have a heart which beats..

let me fly

Na pathaar hun, na kaagaz hun,
na koi maatii ka putla hun..

Dhadakta hun, main zinda hun,
haan main bhi saans leeta hun…

Mera bhi ye ambar hai, mere bhi ye do par hain,
haan mera bhi kahin ghar hai..

Mere bhi kuchh aarma hain, meri bhi to ekk maa hain,
Mera bhi to ekk man hai, han isme bhi to dhadkan hain
Mujhe bhi to udnaa hai…
 Mujhe bhi to udnaa hai…

a year ago'

these days were then those

similar was then, also the time

difference was just this much

i have memories now, to rewind...

a slideshow of all that graphics

when revolves around my drizzling eyes

why havent i studied computer sciences

i could have created my own website...

that synergy and was then my energy

constantly scraches now, my dead mind

it tries to ignite that spark of madness

which i carried a year back, with me all around...

i am running a parking centre now

but even for the domicile its not free

discomfort, thou is not charged anymore

in order to park himself in me...

now i try maintaing a locker for myself

in the bank of hapiness, faith and hope

its not worth risking the pain anymore

then allowing my own self to erode...

to end this on a happy note

i've started working from myside

threw every dying penny, i had

re-writting now my own lines...

things change, no moments are now the same

a year ago, is different now

i now feel a lesser pain...

i now feel a lesser pain... (:D)

i fly for wings' II

i don’t know where am i going
neither do i know the direction to fly
i guess, I’m just chasing down the blue sea
and all i can see, is just another cloudy sky

the journey i know will be long
not sure of the distance though, all-along
i wanted to make some friends meanwhile
but, they all changed their positions in the clear sky

i am flying now for the past whole season
i don’t know why, neither do i have any reason
all i can think is some unlikely decisions
some cold hearts, broken jars and deep blue ocean

i meet many birds when i was passing-by
i asked them all the same questions
and got all different replies…
some wanted to touch the sky, some liked just to fly
they all seemed so similar to me, as if
i was the only one odd there, nearby

i now wanted to reach my destiny
where i can take some rest and feel free
but not a shore as far as i look
i think i'll die in the middle of my journe-ey

i touched my heart and started a pray
i peeked at my dreams now, through the array
it was hollow down there and now I’ll die
leaving for u my entire blue sky....
leaving for u my entire blue sky....

yee raat'

kitni sooni raat hai
pighlen hain zasbaat
khamoshi main dooben hain
mere yee haalat...

kitni hoti ye raat badi
tik-tik karti jaise, ho ghadi
aahat bhi na hum sun saken
khat-khatayii jab tune, khidki meeri...2

sunne ki aadat na ho
kahne ka na ho man
paane ki khawhish na rahe
jab bechain si ho dhadkan....

kitne kisse, kitni baatein
kitne thee armaan
humne sab wo baaten ab
jab baatiin thi pehchan...

beichan na kar, majboor na kar
karde mujhe ab tu riyah
teri baahon se, tere khawboon se
mere bachpan se, teri yaddon se
jahan tha kabhi
ishq hi ishq, darmiyan....2