i miss u, secretly :(

thirteen long years
every drop of my tears
says, i want you back
says, i need you here..

give me some more time
don't go anywhere, ur mine
please don't leave, please appear
i'm just broken, not any more fine..

just to let u know, how much i love
i work at nights to see u above
talking to stars i talk to u
and when it's clouds, i secretly miss u

in ur loving memory, i'll always love u
hugging ur memories, i'll always hug u
take me for a ride, sometimes with u
i am ur son; dad, please remember me too..

first day to school

i never wanted to wake up
u kept crawling fingers over me
i kept changing my positions
u kept finding ways to wake me

i kept playing, u kept praying
i was blank, so i took a chance
i brushed, i flushed
u cooked, then made me dressed
u packed my bag, while i again slept

breakfast was my daily delight
it was that day, i found it so unright
i was not happy, u were glad
i was an idiot, now i realized

we then walked to the bus stand
i was nervous, while u were so proud
i hated u most till then
u kissed my forehead and waved me bie

i missed u the most that day, mom
and now i know, that u were also sad....
m sorry for all that pain, i was an idiot
now i realized....

wo kuch pal'

na ekk pal ka bhi chain hai
na do pal ka aaram
na teen pal ki neend hai
aakhir kyun hai itna kaam

batton-batton mein, main khone wala
har ekk pal main thak-kar, main soone wala
tanhaiyon se kabhi, mujhe bhi to pyar tha
fursat ka kabhi, main bhi to ekk yaar tha

mujhe bhi de-do wo bachpan purana
mujhe bhi chahiye wo ghuzra zamana
tha humne nahi tab kam bada
humme bhi tab iss waqt ka intezaar tha..!!

One Day, Some Day

The dim shades of light

You turn up, it turns bright

I can travel anywhere I want now

Now, I don’t need any moon to be my guide..

Crazy it seems, humble it may be

Loneliness disappears, happiness comes near

For ages, centuries and years

If you stand for me, I won’t have any fear..

Promises you make, I can feel their stake

I seldom think, never can inculcate

A day without you, is when I’ll die

Then also, I wanna see you by my side..

I close my eyes, see thousand of butterflies

Spread all across this universe

Where one day, together we’ll definitely fly..

Kitaab-e-Pariksha...eek hasin dilruba'

maili si kitab eek
sirhaane kuch panne
aankhon main sapne
apne hain, sab apne..

fursat ke wo pal
ab dur gaaye fir nikal
fir chiini mujhse aazadi
jab bhi baat teri hai aati..

anjam se fir hai darr
aagaz kiya dar-b-darr
dhunde meri aankhen kahin
fir gaaye wo pal nikal..

yaron ki yari bhuli
duniya bhuli
bhule chai ki pyali
sab ne kaha mujhe jab
pad le, pad le, pad le abb..

kaise ghuzra ye saal
kyun nahi aaya khayal
ab afsos bhi hota kahin
padi hoti teri surat hasin..

aaise roote na hum
tujhpar soote na hum
dilruba tu abb meri
mere saath rahi, tu har ghari..

ehsaan kar, samaja idhar
bhulna tujhe aadat meri
iss baar ja tu aage nikal..
iss baar ja tu aage nikal..